{"id":99,"date":"2013-12-19T04:29:23","date_gmt":"2013-12-19T09:29:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.thewormwoodqueen.com\/tea\/?p=99"},"modified":"2014-06-12T04:29:57","modified_gmt":"2014-06-12T08:29:57","slug":"changes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.thewormwoodqueen.com\/tea\/changes\/","title":{"rendered":"Changes"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There have been periods of time in my life when I will look in the mirror and not recognize the eyes staring back at me. It\u2019s a strange experience. These are times when the inside of me has grown and there begins to be something different reflected on the outside and I wonder who I am? Today as I paint, I feel different. The brush feels different, the viscosity of the paint feels different. I feel like I have grown in spirit and technique. Taking a break from Santa Muerte was good. I had been feeling bad that I hadn\u2019t achieved my personal goal of finishing her earlier. But I understand now that I hadn\u2019t been ready. She wasn\u2019t ready. Collectively I feel the endings coming fast and furiously. Santa Muerte is speaking loudly now. This painting will be different, it might not look it but I am different now and it\u2019s time I begin to reflect that.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There have been periods of time in my life when I will look in the mirror and not recognize the eyes staring back at me. It\u2019s a strange experience. These are times when the inside of me has grown and there begins to be something different reflected on the outside and I wonder who I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,9],"tags":[12,6],"class_list":["post-99","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog","category-goddess-emergence-project","tag-changes","tag-musings"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.thewormwoodqueen.com\/tea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.thewormwoodqueen.com\/tea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.thewormwoodqueen.com\/tea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.thewormwoodqueen.com\/tea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.thewormwoodqueen.com\/tea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=99"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.thewormwoodqueen.com\/tea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":100,"href":"http:\/\/www.thewormwoodqueen.com\/tea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/99\/revisions\/100"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.thewormwoodqueen.com\/tea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=99"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.thewormwoodqueen.com\/tea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=99"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.thewormwoodqueen.com\/tea\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=99"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}